Gratitude – 4/12/2012

Grateful for the reminder of the power of vulnerability. The longish (20 min) video, is Brene’ Brown’s TED Talk of her multi-year research on vulnerability. Its not just her delivering findings over a powerpoint. The real impact of the presentation is from her sharing  own vulnerability.

I have struggled tremendously in the past two years with feeling like I’m not worthy. With as much positive reinforcement as I’ve had when being ‘vulnerable’ in that timeframe, one would think it would get easier to be vulnerable. It has not. For me. Intellectually I see the value. Need to keep moving forward.

At the end of the TED Talk video referenced above, there’s an image of a womam’s chest with the words “I am enough” written in sharpie on her skin. Powerful. Moving. Resonating. What will it take for me to believe that? How do I balance ‘being enough’ on one hand with striving to be a better person on the other?

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Gratitude – 4/11/2012

Grateful for British accents (specifically female). As all three of my avid readers may recall, Norm and I have been using the Periodic Elements to name draft songs for our LLTAM project. There is a certain glee associated with starting a new piece that is completely unrelated to the creative musical process. Each time we reach for a title, we get to listen to her describe the Element.

I can’t give you a link directly to her recordings because they’re in Flash, but go to any element in our favorite web-based Periodic Table and click the speaker link in the upper right corner. Arsenic is a personal fav and you can’t do without the obligatory fun pronunciation of Aluminumshe’s welcome to add as many extra syllables as she wants. I’m convinced this woman could read me my death warrant and I would find it seductive.

I am also grateful to be blessed with such an amazing musical collaborator, Norm. I am constantly impressed (and of course grateful) with how well we work together in the studio. He was a veritable hydrant of ‘riffage’ tonight and we mostly knocked out the instrumental pieces of a new song ‘Selenium‘.

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Gratitude – 4/10/2012

Grateful to have some of my work appreciated at the higher level. I put together a concept (a simple matrix really) to help put a significant business problem into perspective. This was shared with a ‘C-level’ and thankfully it resonated and helps clarify my role and how we’re tracking this business need moving forward.

Got a brief visit in with Beni today as we met for him to pick up my acoustic guitar that he’s interested in buying. Also enjoyed some casual tango practice and a burger & beer at Dexter’s.

Beni's rig

Beni's rig

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Gratitude – 4/9/2012

Grateful to have another biker in the clan! So proud of Alex (one of the GDFB’s) for his persistence in learning to ride a bike. He called me last night to let me know that he finally figured it out. I got to stop over after work tonight and watch him do a couple of maneuvers.

Also got together with Norm and Homey for Norm’s birthday lunch (a few weeks late) at Maharani Indian Restaurant. Fun hanging out and really liked the food.

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Gratitude – 4/8/2012

Grateful to meet another welcoming neighbor this morning. Got a bit more work done around the house today. Also assembled my grill that had been in storage the past year and made dinner on it. Enjoyed The Music Never Stopped. Decent flick.

Seven weeks Don’t Break the Chain!

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Gratitude – 4/7/2012

Grateful for a perfect day!

Norm and I got in a phenomenal 55-mile ride from Madison to Baraboo. Had a great time with loads of my family for an ‘Easter dinner’, capped off the evening catching up with friends and a casual social dinner. The Easter family get-together was also a bit of a tribute to my sister Dianne who we lost nearly a year ago.

These are the kinds of days that make me most alive: Adventure, community, outdoors, and love.

Norm snackin' on some almond butter during the ferry ride

Norm snackin' on some almond butter during the ferry ride

A small portion of my family - Easter 2012

A small portion of my family - Easter 2012

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Gratitude – 4/6/2012

Very excited to have officially booked a trip to Turks and Caicos Islands in May! Had a fun dinner at Smoky’s Club and enjoyed a really good old fashioned.

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Gratitude – 4/5/2012

Grateful to be feeling a bit more energetic and consistant/constant in a holistic sort of way. Been consciously following a more balanced diet last few days from a glycemic load standpoint. Also had a productive day at work and a fun lunch with co-workers.

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Gratitude – 4/4/2012

Got in a challenging, windy ride with Norm this evening and had a moderately productive LLTAM recording session. More work on Sunset.

'Porky' the marmot apparently sunning itself on my deck step

'Porky' the marmot apparently sunning itself on my deck step

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Gratitude – 4/3/2012

Grateful for persistence. Two hour tango lesson tonight that started and ended very well. Unfortunately, the middle was quite challenging for me due to a number of factors; some of which were out of my control. I took a couple of breaks, mentally regrouped, did what I could to communicate effectively, and just kept moving. Its been a while since I genuinely learned a new skill. This is probably really good for me.

More color in the front bed

More color in the front bed

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