The Bonk Chronicles: MRI Scan & Results

Turns out the MRI lab happens to be in the same building as the sleep clinic. Quite a coincidence for me as I’m sure to have nightmares for weeks from the damn MRI machine. I’ve had an MRI on my knee and hip before and never felt claustrophobic. Felt very relaxed getting ready for everything today and the technicians were great to work with. Several of the scans required an injected dye so I had to have an IV and needed to have my arms over my head for the whole series. I got as comfortable as I could and then they slide me into the machine.

Thinking everything was going to be fine, I watched myself going in. Didn’t realize how deep the tube was. When I stopped moving, I looked back over my head and couldn’t see the opening and I couldn’t see my feet on the other end. The surface was within 2 inches of my face. Then I start thinking, holy shit, I’m going to be in here for an hour and can’t move. Suddenly I was VERY claustrophobic and felt a panic attack coming on. Tried to focus and breathe and relax. Didn’t work. All I could think about was being trapped. Terrifying. I asked the technician if I could reposition my arms and I’m pretty sure she could tell I was having issues. The conveyor slid me back out and we talked about options. She could medicate me but I’d have to come back another time. I decided to give it another shot, this time I never opened my eyes. It’s pretty well lit in the tunnel and they circulate cool air as well. Did my best to imagine I was lying outside in a wide open field. Seemed to help. Kim was very supportive through out and checked in with me every chance she could. Very glad it’s over with. I much prefer the sexual imagery of the CT Scanner to the trapped-buried-alive-imagery of the full body MRI. Results were available for me by 2:00 PM. Pretty impressive turn-around time (about 4 hours):

Dear Mr. Kesler,
I received the results of your 5/26/10 abdomen MRI scan. The purpose of this scan was for further evaluation of a 3.5 cm x 2.1 cm liver lesion of unclear etiology. I am pleased to report that the MRI scan determined this to be a benign hemangioma (collection of blood vessels). All other organs appeared normal, including your gallbladder, pancreas, spleen, kidneys, and adrenal glands.

This also means there is no visible anatomical reason to explain your episodes of hypoglycemia. I am looking forward to hearing about your upcoming endocrinology consultation. If you have any questions, please feel free to reply to this message.

Good news: Doesn’t appear the liver lesion is causing problems and no anatomical reason to explain the hypoglycemia

Bad news: Still no specific diagnosis

Endo consult next week to look forward to!

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Daily Positives – 5/26/2010

  • Somehow was able to collect myself and get through an hour-long MRI session after a near mental meltdown at the beginning.
  • Got in a relaxing pool swim before heading back to work
  • Warm and muggy walk with Sitka
  • Got the results back from the MRI already, all good with that. On to an Endocrinology consult next week.
  • Back at it in the studio with Norm = AWESOME!  Been way too long. Working on a new project code-named “LLTAM”. This isn’t currently affiliated with any specific band that we’ve been in. Something new for both of us.
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Mini-Size Me!

Lunch today with friends at BD’s Mongolian Grill. These build-your-own stir fry places are pretty popular as of late – probably half dozen of them in our metro area alone. As for BD’s, I like the place, but they try a little too hard to be “fun”. The food is generally pretty decent, but my rave for the day is mini-desserts – I love the concept! They have a lot of great flavors (today I had a peanut butter mousse) that come in a very small serving size (but still sadly high in calorie and saturated fat counts). Great to get something very rich and flavorful without wasting half of it or feeling like you’re going to explode trying to eat it all. Not to mention its a pretty clever marketing tactic for them to move desserts during lunch. I have to imagine that desserts would otherwise be dismissed at an all you can eat buffet – at least those you have to pay extra for. I wish more “regular” places did the mini dessert thing.

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Daily Positives – 5/25/2010

  • Quick hard ride in early. I like that a 50 minute ride is now considered “quick”.
  • Awesome sunrise with the gathering thunderheads. My favorite part of early morning workouts is hearing all the wildlife, primarily birds, getting on with their day. I love trying to identify the calls and voices. Definitely a Ginny thing (my mom). 🙂
  • Awesome birthday lunch for Homey at BD’s Mongolian Grill. Great hanging out and catching up with him & Norm.
  • Another above-average productivity day in the office. Apparently I’m enjoying the new role more than I thought.
  • Very fun evening of ice cream, pizza, and xbox with the GDFB’s. Great to have them back.
  • Great discussion with Laurel and Norm about life, lessons, and being able to share the deep and difficult stuff
  • Received a great note from a former “camper” that I recently reconnected with on Facebook. It’s staggering to me that 22 years later he even remembers me, much less that I was able to provide a positive influence for him. He writes: I wanted to say “thank you” for being such a great camp counselor when I was a kid. You were a big influence on me pursuing college and I really appreciated how cool you were with all of us!
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Daily Positives – 5/24/2010

  • Productive day at work
  • First open water swim class tonight at Lake Ripley with SBR Coaching. Felt pretty comfortable, no bonk issues.
  • Got the back yard mowed and weed-wacked after swimming
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Daily Positives – 5/23/2010

  • Norm and I did a long walk (with a pack on) in lieu of a long run. Saw Roy doing a long run, Amanda, and a couple of other folks I knew. Lot’s of people on the Glacial Drumlin Trail.
  • Mocha, breakfast, and discussion after the walk at Olde Town Coffee House
  • Short walk with Sitka in steamy conditions – he was still glad to get out
  • Productive with the yard work today, even in the heat. Moved a bunch of plants over to Norm & Laurel’s for safe-keeping,  and Jen helped me move some stuff around at home to help make things look a bit nicer.
  • I went nuts, had a second iced mocha, and LOVED it!
  • Got a short open water swim in just to get used to the wetsuit again before open water class tomorrow. First OW swim of the season. Jen played lifeguard.
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Daily Positives – 5/22/2010

  • Had a great 91 mile ride – about 5 1/2 hours in the saddle, by far my longest ride this season. Weather was awesome, everything but the achilles was feeling good, and I felt stronger as the ride went on. Had some miles left in me at the end too.
  • Great time at Norm & Laurel’s Welcome Back Open house. Great food and folks, got to chat with Kathleen, even played some catch with Ian.
  • Quick visit to Jen & Sundance on the way home, too tired to hang out long
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Daily Positives – 5/21/2010

  • Very productive day at work, especially for a Friday
  • Humid walk in with an excited Sitka
  • Al offered a last minute invitation to me for a Crash Test Dummies concert tonight
  • Good time at the Shawn Killebrew’s Ironman documentary screening at SBR. Steve did some great work.
  • Great time hanging out and catching up with Jeff C
  • Fun hanging out with Jess, Pete, and Steve D. at Gray’s Tied House
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Daily Positives – 5/20/2010

  • Short bike in before work
  • Finished up requirements for a challenging project at work today. Last three weeks have been very stressful trying to accommodate last minute industry changes. Glad to have that locked down.
  • Follow up visit with Dr. Adams for the achilles. While it hasn’t gotten any better, at least it hasn’t gotten worse.
  • Guys night out. Awesome hanging out and catching up with Norm, Homey, Bobby, Andre’, and James. Did beers, dinner, movie, more beers.
  • Saw Ironman 2 at the IMAX in Fitchburg – really enjoyed it.
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Daily Positives – 5/19/2010

  • Short, hard bike this morning on the trainer.
  • Finally got an Endocrinology Consult scheduled (6/2/2010)
  • Short walk with Sitka
  • Massage!
  • Pep talk from Jen
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